If I could give up, I fucking would. Who am I? Who the fuck do YOU think you are? I am not a good person anymore, and I completely blame you. You selfish son of a bitch. You’re a coward. And I am naive. For ever thinking you could be reliable and real. I have lost everything, for you. People are so mean, and I don’t know why. Maybe somewhere along the road, Ive really asked for this. Maybe I really do deserve this. But enough is enough and Ive learned my lesson. Ive realized how bad I was to people, but after years of payback, I swear I get it. And Im sorry. But I can’t do this anymore. What a shame it is to have you as “mine” a mother fucking shame. And theres no one around who even understands the hurt and neglect you have brought upon me. I know that I will have no money, no car, and no fucking home, but someone out there will be there. and love me. the way you never tried to.
